Well, today and yesterday I've been dead tired, but in a really good mood, a friend I liked and me where at the movies with another buddy of mine, and me and her just kinda were flirting and now we're together, so yeah. kinda braindead right now.
Ok, so today was quite litterally a shitty day, having to clean out a vaccum at work cover with about an inch of oily, fossilized looking shit.
Lately I've been a little stressed, sarcasm was the little. -_-
Jessi I honestly don't know what to do wit anymore, seems like we're constantly hurting each other, me 1 to her 10 ratio. Admitting I still have some feelings probably wasn't smart, and lately, shes seems to make a habit of knowing I'm fucked in the head, and the only person who I can talk to, and doesn't have the time to help me out. Shes my best friend, but thanks to other commitments, can't or doesn't want to be there when I need her.
Alex I've realized is a little fucking whore in the making, shes 3 years shy and now officially further than I've been....bipolar bitch burn it hell.
Someone else I just admitted to still caring for is one of the only other people I give a damn bout, or feel can talk to. Probably gonna just have made it awkward for the two of us again.
My parents again are just fighting constantly with me, and trying to get in the way of my career choice, and distancing us. They mean well, but do a slightly rough job at showing so.
My other best friend just got told his ship date is moved, and he has no apartment anymore, and might not have a place to stay, another fight topic with my parents.
USMC DEP
Jolly
Hurt
Frustrated
